I mean why live in a happy cloud of denial till then and just be crushed and sad afterwards?
Afterwards? Afterwards what? XDDDD
It's not even a question of what will happen as a result of the solocons, because you know, even if a solo career was decided, i'd go on thinking that he'll ultimately be back, that's all. When i was saying "i will NEVER stop to hope", it was literal XDDD